My Deam Vacation

I’m only 14 and I havnt ever flown but it seems really cool. My dad and grandfather fly smaller airplanes and I have learned a bit from that……my question is though what is it like to fly a commercial plane and know that you have all of these peoples’ lives in your hands. Do you ever get scarred of like a terriost attack and also does it pay well enough to make a good living. Thanks. I’m trying to decide into looking into it so I can look into aviation schools and that sort of thing!